This is the fifth time I’ve tried writing this entry, and for no reason it just seems like it’s hard to do. I started out by wanting to apologise, like I used to do, for not writing in here in ages. But the fact is that I’m not sorry; nor will anyone talk me into being sorry over it. Why? Daevacast has been taking a lot of my time, and ultimately what little cognitive capacity I have. New ways to get people engaged, new content for the podcast etc. And all in all, it’s been taking all the spare time I have; that and Double Experience on Knute. I want to get her to the point where I can run Kromede’s Trial on the day that 2.0 comes out. And it’s going to be harder work now because of the upward curve in levelling. But I’ll at least get to Fire Temple level. That means I can just grind the instance and nothing else.
I also said a while ago that I would stop paying for Xbox Live; I was doing nothing but playing on the PC at the time and nothing was changing. But when server maintenance started or when I’m rendering something I find myself going back to the lumbering Release-360. I’ve been playing Burnout Paradise, and the pick-up speed is just so refreshing for a driving game, much less a sandbox one. Colour-coding the events to make them easier to see on the map was just genius, and even though I may only have ten minutes spare it’s enough time to get a few events done or just mess about and find some decent shortcuts. Soul Caliber IV is another one I’ve been pulling out for a few quick fights. But I always play that online. With the new Lair of the Shadow Broker DLC coming out soon too, I know I’m going to be on it for a while on the 7th when it hits. Even if I just go through it all in a day.
Finding a new job hasn’t exactly been easy, either. Don’t get me wrong, I’m employed already and I know I should be thankful for that in a world where jobs are at a premium in themselves, and many people don’t have one. Honestly, that’s exactly the reason why I’m searching for another job; I am not appreciating where I work, and who I work with/for. Thinking like that, it makes sense to just find somewhere else, get out, and let someone else have that job. Someone who will appreciate it more than I do. I’m not enjoying working on the till like I used to. I like the customers, I like most of the people I work with, but that buzz about it just isn’t there any more. I’m holding out for a job with Asda at the new Langley Mill store; it’s going 24-hours and they’re recruiting pretty much every job in there minus the heads of department, it seems. And seeing that they even have a policy on what you can or cannot say in a blog, that alone says to me that they have a modern mindset for a modern marketplace. I think I’d fit in much better there, although I’ll have to use public transport until I have my license and my own car. Small sacrifices, I think, when I could be doing a job that fits me much better.
Expect me to disappear from the 7th to the 17th of September; got time off work to play Assault on Balaurea, and just general chill-out time. Hell, I might end up actually getting something done.
There’s always a chance!



KAECY.US is the freshly resurrected blog of Allan 'Kaecyus' Bowden-Smith; an Aion nut with too much time on his hands. 